I enjoy writing, so the first question is not so difficult. However, the second has me bent over right now. I finally asked my publisher how many books I had sold. Rough tally – 200. That is with 2 books and 3 years. Frankly, it’s a bit discouraging and I’m not sure what to do with it.
On one hand, I feel like gathering up all the money I can and hire a publicist. In the next moment, I think I’ll just self publish and give away copies and be done with it. Then the blackness rises and I think – why bother.
Hopefully I will snap to the more positive soon.